Amaryllis - Rain lyrics

Honestly, It's hard for me to say what's on my mind. I'll lock the door and put this pen to paper and think of what to write. The perfect note. A reason why to myself, explaining just how bright futures could be when you're not with me, but then it doesn't feel so right So if I wait a little longer, can you promise me that time will pa** the same. And if I stand a little taller, will the walls in my head begin to break away This isn't a pretty story, this is my life. Sad eyed, dead inside. I'll bleach my skin and wipe away all that I am. It takes a lot of pain to bring an even greater change. A clean slate should be my fate. It doesn't even matter if I waste away So if I wait a little longer, can you promise me that time will pa** the same. And if I stand a little taller, will the walls in my head begin to break away (Rain over me, and show me how to wash this away. Take hold of me, and show me how to wash this away.) I wanna be a better me. I wanna see the everlasting dream. And if it's all just really make believe, I won't go home until I'm finally free I wanna be a better me. I wanna see the lasting dream. And if it's all just make believe, I won't go home until I'm free