Alt. Etc. - The Sower and the Reaper lyrics

For all that i've hated All that i've changed I seem to push away Will i be forgivin' again? I Know that i should turn Was the one to walk away Never gave much second chances And still i don't today I know that I shall burn But can I be the most for what you hoped for? And i will try And i side with empathy this time From everything I've wanted And all the things i've gotten All for a selfish soul Please forgive again Listen to my crime Witness to my fire There I shine my light I seem to push away Everything I touch Only turns to dust Watch it tumble down Here I push away And the reaper will call for me See me down my way Collects from old debts Than the angel of d**h is here My old friend Will i be forgivin' again? Will I only be my own?