Allenym - Stolen Memories lyrics

[Verse 1: Allenym] As a kid, i never thought of me as different School wasn't my place, not a part of me was listening I know now, what i never knew then Like why i had a dad, but i never met him again What he meant to me, became lost in penitentiarys' The truth dawns, and now i'm left with false memories And now hes dead to me, f** It, i'm not heavenly Never forgive, Never forget, I'm not Legacy I will not follow the path that he got set for me I blaze trails, and i won't stop till the d**h of me Stay Memories, I don't wanna connect I wanted a father, but you only wanna inject I'm more upset, that i'm not the only one that you left Child support knocks, your giving none of your check Your selfish, leaving many teen moms helpless Wishing you poor health, you can burn in hell b**h [Chorus x2: Allenym] The Past is gone, but memories are lasting on From the good times, to when i was bad and wrong From laughter, to friends and family pa**ing on Everything i ever saw, i ama** in song [Verse 2: Allenym] Came into the world struggling, Gasping for air After a little checkup, they saw asthma was there Saying that its severe, to be glad i was here I wasn't suppose to make it, but i laugh through the tears It wasn't easy, a lot of late night hospital trips I wasn't breathing, but it wasn't something doctors could fix Albuterol, Just a temporary patch for the sh** Just suffer through it, that's to much to ask of a kid The years pa**, and it seems like a bearable burden But i still tell god that its unfair that i'm hurting So it gets worse, i guess that's his response The sh** hurts, i'm no longer f**ing laughing it off Every little trigger and i always hack and i cough How many times has a nurse took me back to an office One day it got bad, and when i walked through the door I pa**ed away, fell to the floor [Chorus x2: Allenym] [Outro: Allenym] But i came back, God gave my brain back New dedication, yeah. d**h'll create that Ambitious, i wasn't the same brat Was looking for some purpose, and it became rap Beats and verses, No longer weak and worthless Anything Block my path, i defeat and murk it Make a happy ending of the saddest song Welcome to my life, i'm glad you tagged along [Chorus x2: Allenym]