All Hallow's Evil - I See Black lyrics

You know it goes away, they say as if that makes it true I know it hurts today, but hey what can you do I guess it's easy to say, you know until it happens to you and that's something that I have to deal with I only wish it wasn't so damn hard just to let things go 'cause I'm not doing so well, so far but I hope it won't show In case you couldn't tell the scars should give me away and that's something that I have to deal with if only for another day So now I'm picking up the pieces to see what I can save I only had the best intentions but that's how the road to Hell is paved and that's where I am it's not by choice, but still I'll take what I can 'cause I still hear a voice that says I gave myself away again we all know the song but kinda hum the words f**ed one more time but we never learn Somehow I know that this is just another phase and in the give and take something had to break and now I stand amazed That I walked away and there I stayed but it hurts more than you'll know I never thought this would be easy and that's just the way it goes And I get carried away by the things I say at the end of the day someone had to pay I'm just surprised I volunteered to be the one who's cast aside to leave it all and not know why I won't find much comfort here 'cause I see black and I think it shows but I really hope you'll never know what it's like to feel this alone and I guess that I will never learn another bridge that's f**ing burned and just because I say I'm alright doesn't mean I sleep at night