Alive In Standby - Dilate lyrics

Pretend it's okay, I’m fine in all of your eyes. I hide it so well I fool myself sometimes Living day by day My whole life's been rehearsed, To die or pa** away, I forget which one's worse. So, what gives you the right To push me off to the side? I've got a lot to learn as a man. Do you know what it's like? Can't even look in your eyes Growing up didn't go as I planned. I'm not a brave soul And I never claimed to be. Dilate my life, Show what I want you to see. Uptight & anxious Feels like I've lost control Someone take the wheel I've already let go So what gives you the right To push me off to the side? I've got a lot to learn as a man. Do you know what it's like? Can't even look in your eyes Growing up didn't go as I planned. I'm dying for the innocence, That I can never, ever have again. We're dying for the innocence, That we can never, ever have again. Never, ever have again. So what gives you the right? To push me off to the side? I've got a lot to learn as a man. Do you know what it's like? Can't even look in your eyes Growing up didn't go as I planned.