Alice In Videoland - In Denial lyrics

I can taste the bitterness of the words I said but the lying didn't sound that bad inside my head I've lost my body control 'cause of my poisoned heart and my poisoned soul Is there anywhere I could go? 'Cause I don't even know (if I'm) In denial, awake or worn out Is the sin the silence? I've got just about what it takes to make the samemistake I cry out loud I'm inside out If I close my eyes I'm not afraid I'll make it through but running away really seems like the brightest thing to do Is there anyone else around? I'm trying to scream I can't make a sound What's a dream, what's reality? Am I too blind to see? (if I'm) In denial, awake or worn out Is the sin the silence? I've got just about what it takes to make the samemistake I cry out loud I'm inside out