Alice In Videoland - Going Down lyrics

I can smell my defeat I can tell it's on repeat It's in slow-motion in my head Your devotion's to be dead Can't recall, I can't rejoice It's not at all like I have a choice Played with fire, now I burn 'cause my desire didn't let me turn My desire wouldn't let me turn I'm going down Can't pretend, it's gonna end It's all around Takes my soul beyond control I'm going down I got lost, I got refused I can't trust since I'd been used Should have felt it from the start But I melted with my heart So I stayed, defied the ache And I paid for your mistakes I'll retire with the facts I've learned: My desire didn't let me turn