Alice In Videoland - No Matter lyrics

I close my eyes, I cover my ears, I'm holding my breath trying not to Scream and find a way out of this coldness I tore my heart out to you, you ripped it apart, now I don't know what to Do, get me out of this coldness Chorus: No matter where I go, No matter what I do, I'm just a big f**-up That don't have a clue I'm all over the place and nowhere at the same, tryin' to follow my Heart and that is my worst crime That is my worst crime, that is my worst crime And that's my tough, I shook off the rose I'm not that strong and I have never been first But I'm always in-between I try to behave, I try to fit in I'm not that brave, I know for sure I can't win But I try not to make you see Chorus: No matter where I go, No matter what I do, I'm just a big f**-up That don't have a clue I'm all over the place and over at the sane, shall't have followed my Heart and that is my worst crime And that is my worst crime, that is my worst crime k** me~ I am a prisoner inside my head k** me, I am already a living dead k** me k** me k** me