Alexsandro - Live For sh** lyrics

(Intro) So Many days without sh**, I was happy But now everything in reverse, I feel different This sh** is too hard but I want through it… (Refrein) (Verse 1) I'm tired of this bullsh**, everything went in a click I lost my other life, I was proud off it The devil took it off, I was f**ed Up My father showed no interest, thought only of his own He wanted to be a good dad, but failed Then he lost my trust, which are far away Pain in the heart only he don't earns me as a son Yet it is not one of my biggest worries There is a stranger in my body That kilt my soul but not the will to live It leaves me thinking differently, sometimes very bad Ohh God help me from this nightmare 100 sleepless nights, thinking about that sh** without feelings Doctors can't help me, they can only prescribe pills You know with that sh**? f** it Probable I am born to live for this sh** I swear, you soul k**er don't get me I go really through for the people of which I love (Refrein) (Verse 2) Sometimes I don't know what to do, would I k** myself? Mama told me "you have not yet processed the half" Sometimes I don't realize that sh**, is it really? Tears fall from my eyes, sweat of tiredness, Blood burned inside Fear and sadness you can see on my face, let it stop I try to focus on the future but the past comes back Damage in your life is difficult to process, sometimes you let trouble behind you You know what ruined everything? Those stupid pills That sh** make you broke maybe let you feel better But there is no way out, you are forever connected with that It makes me sleepless, let me sometimes hallucinate People say “everything will be all right”, No, Only Lord knows Cannot concentrate on life, am too stressed Hope that the world will end in a nice way A miracle will make everything back well but that's a dream I do it for my family, I love them, respect for them Finally I can say anything sh** is there and continues.. (Refrein) (Outro) I fight for this, I must get through It is difficult but with the help of God I must succeed Love God..