Alexis Chanté - Mysterious lyrics

[Alexis Chanté] They Say Leave That sh** Alone, But Keep writing them kinda Songs, But I Can't Write them kinda Songs If I Leave That sh** Alone, i Ont Think They Understand, I promise Falling Wasn't in Da plan , .. Get back up what the f**, can't be stuck , we ain't f** , ain't no love, ain't no us, ain't not trust, slow uppppp Who the f** am I kidding though, I Wana f** ya Til Caint Nomoe, this is crazy, babyyyyy I swear to god I hate the broom u use Cuz I been Trippin off of feeling you , but then sometime I don't be feeling you , cuz I Ont know if you be feeling too, that sh** crazyyyyy babyyyyy [Alexis Chanté] Rap -I swear I thought I was ready for the world But my thoughts f**ed up head lighter then a pearl, maybe it was them GoodMornings and good nights from the start, or them games I was playing fired back in the dark, Ohhh lawddddd ... My pride yelling b**h put down the pen, and I Wana but I Can't cuz I'm hot and ain't no fan, and these hits that keep on coming gone pay off in the end, from the cars to, mansion to them dollars Ima spend , blahhhh and they prolly gone say what i am doing is a sin, but f** it as long as heaven let you in .. [Alexis Chanté] They told me to lean , but I never learned that I fall way forward, or I fall way back ain't no in between noooo, my balance f**ed up, I Wana leave the drug but I'm addicted to the buzz , caught up in a bunch of clouds, and I don't Wana come down, they say it's f**ing up my sight , but I keep buying more rounds .. BreakDown- I feel like a fool , it's just something about you, I start to forget about you, and then Yu text me out the blue.. I dnt Wana be ya friend , so let's flip the pages to the end Close the book, or make the story spin It's all on you I Just Had To Take Some Time, To Say What's On My Mind, if I could go back in time, I'd take back every line, I prolly pushed you away, we shoulda been face to face , Now You Acting Hella Strange, And I Dnt know if I'm to blame, and this may sound selfish but I just Wana free my conscious up, tell me it's not my fault cuz lord knows I hate being wrong