Alex Pfeifer-Rosenblum - Light That Will Never Reach Me lyrics

I stopped by the party, but it felt so draining so I left early Tried to get some sleep I've been feeling lonely, yeah lately I've been feeling so goddamn worried All I do is weep I've been searching for a grand plan that I can open like a perfect key Some kind of future safety I can guarantee But I got the kind of fire that will never fuel me I got imagination that will never fool me Got the kind of water that will never cool me down I want the kind of time that will never leave me Want the kind of truth that will never deceive me Want the kind of words, the kind of prayer so when I'm falling through the air It will take me back to the ground I tried to say the right thing, but the bullsh** only leaves me feeling wary I didn't make a sound I tried drinking the poison but the ease it lasted only temporarily I said don't look down If I could be the creator of a greater calculator where the operations save my soul Then I could rule my life like a remote control But I got the kind of breeze that will never chill me Got the kind of kiss that will never thrill me Got the kind of wine that will never fill me up I want the kind of light that will never reach me Want the kind of god that will never teach me Want the kind of pain that will always leave me numb But it all fades when you're in my arms, yeah I know fire burns but so does living And if it hurts too much to swallow it, well I say follow it 'cause it's what we're given Or hand me down some kind of shield to keep my love concealed, defend my heart The sweetest love is venomous and some tenderness is razor sharp I got the kind of blood that will never mend me Got the kind of skin that will never defend me Got the kind of heart that always tends to break I want the kind of lover who will never need me Want the kind of promise that will never mislead me Want the kinds of road I can roam that will always lead me home No matter which path I take