Alex Palmieri - Wasted lyrics

IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME AGO BUT I STILL REMEMBER THE WAY THAT IT HURT WHEN YOU'RE GONE I STILL FEEL THE BRUISES UP ON MY SKIN THAT NIGHT I CAN HEAR AGAIN YOUR WORDS ON THAT DOOR AND YOU'VE CHANGE FOREVER A PART OF ME I BECOMED SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T WANT TO BE NOW I'M SCARED ABOUT THE LOVE I'M SO SCARED TO BE ALONE IN MY WORLD THAT GOES ON WITHOUT YOU MY HEANDS KEEP SHAKING AND I KEEP ON WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT I'M NOT TRANSPARENT, THAT AFTER YOUR LOVE THERE'S A REASON A REASON TO LIVE AND I WASTED - AND I WASTED I WASTED MY TIME THINKING THAT I'M NOT ENOUGHT FOR ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD AND FOR ME AND I FEEL INCOMPLETE AND AFTER YOU I WENT BACK TO MY LIFE I'M BACK UP ON A STAGE I'VE BEEN BACK INTO A VIDEO BUT PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHAT I FELT INSIDE AND I'M SORY THAT I'VE HURT YA' BUT LOVING YOU IT'S BEEN NOT EASY , MY BABY AND YOU KNOW IT SINCE THAT DAY, I'VE CONTINUED TO PUNISH MYSELF 'COUSE YOU TEACH ME HOW TO HATE ME MY HEANDS KEEP SHAKING AND I KEEP ON WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT I'M NOT TRANSPARENT, THAT AFTER YOUR LOVE THERE'S A REASON A REASON TO LIVE AND I WASTED - AND I WASTED I WASTED MY TIME THINKING THAT I'M NOT ENOUGHT FOR ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD AND FOR ME AND I FELT INCOMPLETE YOUR INSECURITIES BECOMED MINE OUTSIDE I SMILE BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IS BEHIND I KEEP WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN BRING ME TO LIFE OUTSIDE I SMILE BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IS BEHIND I KEEP WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE 'COUSE I NEED TO TRUST IN LOVE ONCE AGAIN MY HEANDS KEEP SHAKING AND I KEEP ON WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT I'M NOT TRANSPARENT, THAT AFTER YOUR LOVE THERE'S A REASON A REASON TO LIVE AND I WASTED - AND I WASTED I WASTED MY TIME THINKING THAT I'M NOT ENOUGHT FOR ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD AND FOR ME AND I FEEL INCOMPLETE AND I'VE WASTED AND YOU'VE CHANGED FOREVER A PART OF ME I'TS BEEN A LONG TIME AGO BUT I STILL REMEMBER AND I'VE WASTED