Alex Jones (rapper) - Leave a message lyrics

[Intro] "Hey you've called Alex Currently can't get through to me at the moment Just leave a message" [Verse 1: Alex Jones] Sleepless nights And these weakened eyes Trying to keep my dreams alive And unleash this beast inside And they say seek you'll find But I can't find reasons why These demons creep and hide Its like they wanna see me die Have a look deep inside And you'll see my pain Six in the morning, i can't breathe again I'm an eight ball down Heart speeding away Beating at a freakish pace Eat sleepers as it'll ease the pain That's the easy way I'm aware that i need a change Wanna vacate leave this place But I'm back on the streets again Back to the lean and Caine Need to get back on my feet again I'm drowning slowly Trapped in the deepest wave This crime wave, this ice age These mind games are a blind date Trying to fight pain these migraines won't migrate Times change, life doesn't Some say my times coming Why wait when time doesn't Why wait when time doesn't Tryna break away But i keep making the same mistakes Repetitive cycle Dead on arrival From a baby raised this way Maybe I'm crazy Maybe I ain't Maybe I'm just lazy Blazin a Jay Maybe the fame made me this way since 18 Thinking back to when i came in the game Like this sh** changed me Now I live day to day Wanna paper chase Go state to state But now I can't go back My face is baked D's wanna take me away today I don't wanna be trapped in system Slave to a cage Actually gifted Brains in tact and packed with wisdom Can't waste and I have to a**ist with This music sh** for the listeners Slavin' away would have paid your day I don't wanna be back in a trap pitchin Snakes in the gra** I left dead fakes in the past Yo we all hit dead ends I wanna change my path But it feels like lately I can't Its hard to escape my past Trying to get away from the dark A pain that I'm unable to mask Now look what I'm left with I did it all for that? If you get this message Just call me back