Alex Dezen - I Don't Want to Be Alone When I Die lyrics

[Verse 1] Sometimes I feel like when I'm I might go crazy Slowly [?] until I finally lose my mind Spend my last days Trying to find people That don't hate me I'm so afraid of d**h But I'm even more afraid of time I think about my heart And the way it pumps so gently Knocking the blood around Like brushes on an old drum set When the end of the song comes around Will you be with me Or did i finally made this song miserable You left me on my knees To clean up this mess [Chorus] I don't wanna wanna wanna be alone And be shaking shaking shaking and cold I don't wanna wanna wanna be alone When I die [Verse 2] It's getting harder to fall asleep When [?] i'm freezing It's getting harder to hold my tongue When i get pissed My hands are rough And cut up from all these [?] I'm 37 but still I act like a stupid kid My mother says Says that plenty of time I have a family And I should take it easy And figure out my life I tried that once at 27 When I got married Try to write this [?] Heavy to decide [?] god knows I love [?] To the night [Chorus] I don't wanna wanna wanna be alone And be shaking shaking shaking and cold I don't wanna wanna wanna be alone When I die [Bridge] Maybe I get the recommended dosage wrong Maybe I wrap my car around the pole Maybe the sky will open up Into a George Harrison song Maybe I'll come back to [?] my father's [?] [Chorus] I don't wanna wanna wanna be alone And be shaking shaking shaking and cold I don't wanna wanna wanna be alone When I die When I die