Albee Al - When It Hurts lyrics

Even when it hurts (x4) Would you still put me first, even when it hurts? Damn, remember when it was jus an idea? It's kinda crazy how we made it here All the pain, hard work and blood, sweat and tears All the Bros that we lost how we wish was here I don't like suprises, well, I just hate the stares I know these b**hes ain't sh** that's why I stay prepared My ex tried to make me jealous thinking that I cared Forgetting bout the last b**h that took what was here Yea, hard for me to really hurt I wish me & Brit could make it work See in her mind think I'm puttin other b**hes first I just wonder who she'll f** once I'm the dirt See I watched Myiesha and know she really love my brother He was dead for a year, she found abother lover, damn You can't control nothin when you gon And it's only so long now I'm on so enjoy the moment Ain it crazy how the brain work Success is nothin wit no pain first A couple million right now is what my name worth I love my n***a much it's like we got the same Earth Watch n***as they in a disguise Loyalty til the end who in for the ride? Xanies and nem perks got a n***a fried It's like Medusa if you ever lookin in my eyes Closest I'll get to heaven is my kids Cos I know I gotta answer fa the sh** I did My hands too dirty for Him to forgive I mean, it is what it is Don't understand how I'm still blessed I'm just tryna stop my mother's stress Take care of the kids and the ones that my brother left So if you tryna stop that you betta come correct She like Albee, why I ain meet ya mother yet? Cos you'll neva last wit the onces my mother met I used to sneak outside whIle my mother slept Prolly made a hundred thousand on my mother's steps, yea Truth be told, that's a truth be told (x2) She said Albee don't you lie to me I said I love you girl, honestly This is how it gotta be I know you gettin tired uh me I be getting tired uh me It hurt to see you cry ta me How long would you ride for me? And see me as your prodigy? Yea I know you love me but love is like a lie to me So many people lied to me It took so much up outta me I'm drained (x2) And I don't mean ta put you in the same bucket But how I protect myself and just saying f** it? Hypothetically your love is just ahead of me And I'm just tryna be a better me, me The same thing that make you laugh could make you cry The same thing that make you quit could make you try I see them tears in her eyes And it hurt me cos I'm the reason why, I'm the reason why Why I'm still like this I know love ain 'posed ta feel like this, it make me feel like sh** Maybe it's best for us to separate How much you really love me? She don't hesitate Maybe it's best for the both of us Why you speaking up for both of us? Albee boy I know wa**up I don't know it all but I know enough You acting like it ain't no hope for us And I gave you all of me You ignoring me like I ain't show enough Boy you grown but you ain't growing up I know (x4) But, this love sh** you gotta brace yourself Cos if anot her person cross me ima hate myself And you prolly don't wanna hear it Cursing me out, thinking I'm careless Thinkin I don't feel sh** But I would DIE FOR YOU THAT'S REAL sh*t You know all the pain that I dealt with? The pain I dealt with All this pain that I dealt with (x2) Would you still put me first? (x2) Even when it seems it don't work? Even when it seems like it won't work? Would you still put me first? Even when it hurts...