Alanis Morissette - Purgatorying 3 lyrics

I've held you up like a deity like you're the sole owner of wings this unrequited tunnel vision and I wonder why I've not been writing don't disturb me in this state please keep me purgatorying I'll be damned if I'm to wake this is far more than - than I have bargained for I'll be damned if I'm to wake this is far more than I'm equipped for