Aisha - Why Did This Happen To Me lyrics

Verse 1: Oh my, what have I done My life has just begun It's so easy to make a mistake And my heart feels like it's gonna break I've cried so many tears Had to face all of my fears But I'm not afraid anymore Of this I'm sure But this is my reality And it's hard being me Chorus: This could have happened to anyone Why did this happen to me This could have happened to anyone Why did this happen to me But I'm gonna make it you'll see Verse 2: Oh God Please forgive my sins And this mess that I'm in I don't know how I got here And it doesn't even seem fair But this is my reality And it's hard being me Repeat chorus Bridge: Sometimes I wanna scream Sometimes I wanna cry And then there are the times I just don't understand why Sometimes I wanna scream Sometimes I wanna dream That this never happened at all I'm so tired of feeling sorry for myself Please Lord hear me I'm crying out for help I'm so tired of crying in the dark I'm not asking why That's why there's no question mark And the end of...why did this happen to me Spoken: They told you they're okay And that you don't have to worry about them that way That's the song a lot of people sing They told 20 other people the same thing Before they slept with them Crept with them Now you've got their number Now you are a number Another case on the face of this earth It's not about games They're not just numbers They're people with names Somebody's brother, sister, child Not just some file or statistic This is realistic You've got a void in your life Voids A loophole to your soul A false sense of security Compromising your purity You need to know why Safe s** is an illusion, a lie When they say safe s** They really mean safer s** Safe s** is really married s** Between faithful people The church and the steeple We're musicians not models We're supposed to be selling music, not s** So tell me what's next You say you can't be blamed for society's wrongs But your music and your movies turn people on It promotes certain behaviors and attitudes Symbols of ingratitude The diamonds in your chain Can't stop it from flowing through your veins Up there singing and rapping and clapping your hands While someone's life returns to the sands