Agonoize - Beyond Cruci-fiction lyrics

I suffer from your deadly sin (?) ...from the pain I'm in I wish to leave, but I have to stay I guess that is the price I have to pay (?) ...the end comes near And the true Christ is up here (?) nailed to the cross It's only me, there is no us You won't find this in any books It seems so real, the way it looks It will be sacred at the end of this(?) And I remain just as a piece of sh** Crucifiction, built on dreams Crucifiction is not what it seems Crucifiction for the body of Christ Crucifiction, built on lies Crucifiction