Aesthetic Perfection - Inhuman lyrics

I got a crush on a pretty picture, She's got style when she wears a frown, She's got me, Well I'm going nowhere, Oh please, Proceed, We're going down. No hope, No pain, No loss, No gain, No heart, No will, No life, No thrill. One day, I pray, I'll be, A human being, Stay, With me, Have faith, That I can change for you. I get a rush once I pick the poison, Well don't buy what you get for free, I can't be all the things she wanted, I beg, I plead, What's happening?