Aegirson - Lost In Fairyland lyrics

I face the rain my mind is so confused, I can't understand, depression is calling. I turn my back and I close my eyes, I don't wanna face the truth ' Cause I'm a liar, tomorrow belongs not to me. My destiny is written on the wall. Sometimes I wish to be a child of nowhere I wish to be lost in this fairyland. Endless are the fields I walk where sorrow never die. Fading roses enchants this garden Where I lie with closed eyes I feel the rain running down my neck, I can hear the call of the wind. But I don't have the forces to fight, I wish to be lost in this fairyland Sometimes I wish to be a child of nowhere Where is the truth, where is the lie, A question without answer. As cold begin to freeze my face, I start to go back From Where I came, But I came from nowhere… Once again, I wish to be lost in this fairyland. I hope my next dream won't have any end, but deep Down in my heart, I hope it's only a nightmare. Where those fading roses enchant my grave