Assuming We Survive - Ashes lyrics

Deal with this or die alone Something tells me I should be cautious (But I only know one way to go) Straight to the top I won't stop until I get what I need I feel the darkness consuming me Against my will But I'm still blocking violence But behind my eyelids This Pain is too hard not to feel You can be sure I never knew another way (There's nothing left to say) I try to tell myself that I cannot resist Everything that I touch turns to ashes I try to tell myself resist, resist, resist Everything that I touch will burn to ashes I feel to comfort, I feel no relief, I feel no safety I'm drowning in silence to distort the sirens As smoke feels the air that I breathe But you can be sure I never knew another way (There's nothing left to say) I deal with this or die alone I never know which way to go I deal with this or die alone Unless you're me, you'll never know I feel the darkness consuming me Against my will But I'm still blocking the violence But behind my eyelids This pain is too hard not to feel You can be sure I never knew another way (There's nothing left to say) I try to tell myself that I cannot resist Everything that I touch turns to ashes I try to tell myself resist, resist, resist Get in my way and you will turn to ashes